I WENT ON FRI AND PUT A ROSE ON WHERE SHEILA'S ASHES ARE FOR OUR ANNIVERSARY, I HAVE'NT MISSED FOR 43 YEARS SO I DID NOT WANT TO MISS THIS YEAR. IT COMES BACK TO ME HOW PRETTY SHE WAS WHEN WE GOT MARRIED AND THE YEARS SHE SUFFERED WITH SO MANY HEALTH PROBLEMS THAT SHE DESERVED A LONGER LIFE, BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENS AND I WILL MISS HER ALWAYS UNTIL I DIE.